hitherepeoples

I haven't been at DA in an ungodly long time. And I probably will continue to not be on. You know when you look at your old school photos and just think oh God, why? That's what I feel like currently. Maybe when (if?) I start drawing frequently again, I'll move accounts and start over. Thank you for being unreasonably patient with me <3 Find me on tumblr at dinosaursintophats.tumblr.com, if you forgive me enough to follow me there :'D

Over the past few months, I have had a dream recognized, dangled in front of my face, placed in my hands, and then taken away. I have never wanted anything so badly in my entire life, nor have I ever felt so utterly heartbroken when I almost had it. Now I've got next to no sleep, so much homework to do I won't be sleeping tonight either, a killer headache, and a rock in the pit of my stomach that doesn't seem to want to go anywhere. The good part is, I get to commit mental suicide this year to bring my GPA up above a 4.0, go through the same emotionally torturous progress again next year, get accepted again, be told for a second time that

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